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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|12:01 am] |
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Waking up I saw the world troubled and dying of choking, blood loss, and heatstroke The world had a chill and a bite to it I had never noticed before. When I went to the store I never saw a tree and I could barely breathe when I lifted my eyes not an eye met mine when I shouted in agony for this dying place there was no one to hear or reach to myy voice for so many years before but not so many I cant recall I remember when alarms were sounded and no one heard alarms of slight change and alarms of extinction not this clock radio shit you believe in and alarms rang temperatures rose guns aimed we stol the hearts of men and handed them to death we took them by their land and shook them upsid down we shook them all around and then we reached to the left and mostly to the right the dominant hand and squeezed the world until some of us sank and others ignored the information not provided by their newscasters not provided by their leaders passive to the point of immunity a reality show too real to watch inclined to instill prerecorded information to their children and cut back on the hugs and the kisses and the play more likely to press play on their TiVo than to pay attention to the desensitized masses we so proudly place upon the streets to nurture with toys and TV show and to cuddle with dancing Elmo’s and babysitters where were we for that the sun shone and killed and people still climbed into their boxes of pure sun to step into purer sun to turn themselves an even shade of brown to drape themselves inside and out with chemicals and food that remains mutated tainting the next generation with possibilities of death and disease pumping themselves so full of Rx and pharmaceuticals that tolerance became a death wish, pumping themselves so full of toxins that their tolerance killed them the world felt the need to educate less and make more to create a race of knowledge less people who watched too much and did so little
Waking up I realized it was today
hmmmm punctuation? i am getting nothing done this way. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|01:29 pm] |
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Widerrufen die menschlichen Traditionen, die ich in zu einem faulen und rührenden Individuum nicht entwickeln werde....
sometimes its just better in german. |
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| what i learned in bio today- ish |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|09:24 pm] |
companies that produce harmful chemicals and products
>Dupont
>conoco
>BF goodrich
>union carbide
>JOHNSON AND JOHNSON
>MONSANTO
these companies produce chemicals and products made from oil. although oil seems to be helpful in daily life...ex: plastics pleather PVC household cleaners patroilium Pharmisudical drugs pesticides yankee candle polyester.....
what most of these products do is not imediately apparent. they have no ability to be broken down. imagine a platic bottle over time sitting on the ground will be burried by dirt in some way or other. plants willl grow over it and take in the nutrients and now pollutants in the soil.
what relivance does this have?
the folliage that you ingest as well as the animals that you eat have these chemicals in them, and since plants are usually eaten in large portions(animals that graze for 10+ hours a day) the accumulation in the predators body(humans) is so imense that this little disease you may or may not have heard of is caused.......cancer? heard of it?
and those wonderful companies that i have cited above make these products just for you! isnt that nice.
oh lets take this a bit farther.
monsanto creates really helpfull drugs and PHarmisudicals such as chemotherapy and cancer treatments.
thats good right?
well it would be if they hadn't created and mass manufatured cancer causing agents such as roundup and other toxic HOUSEHOLD( as in its your lungs man, your skin that hits the stuff)cleaners. hmm, theres DDT which actually shows up earlier in the food chain than just higher predators. they also manufacture....oh whats that name.....its quite deadly....um...makes your skin melt off? oh yeah *agent orange.
essentially they toy with the toxic products and when they screwed up and the shit hit the fan, people got sick, it leeches into the soil, they decided......more money for us! lets charge people thousands of dollars for a drug that SOMETIMES helps cancer. lets just keep our market of toxins, get lax in pollution control and then make money off that.
this is what oil gives us: dependancy upon things that we dont actually need, corporations that take and take and rape environments of their natural balance essentially killing whole populations of organisms and echosystems. they give us...CANCER
this is what they dont give us
>information
>truth
>a chance for new markets
>a glance into who and what is protecting them.......you put 2&2 together....
its not about free market its not about you and i and us..... its about the fact that the media says that el ninio is a naural phenomionon when its caused by global climate change its when the government even conciders mining and deforesting the only national parks we have its about the facts and the truth that this pllanet cant support us like this. the balance is so off that the planet cant support a population boom....expected in the next couple decades.
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ITS OUR PROBLEM, TODAY.
im on the no C.A.R.B. diet
no- C.heeny, A.shcroft, R.umsfeild, B.ush |
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its no picnic |
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[May. 4th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
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[Apr. 26th, 2004|02:16 am] |
sleep evasion:
UNSUCCESSFUL
status:
mission incomplete |
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[Apr. 11th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
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Once upon a time...
there was a man who wished for nothing more than to defeat his enemies. So he pledged to his people that he would wage war on the enemy. And the people and would never rest until it was over. The leader was organized and when he was ready he told the soldiers to go to this foreign land and take some messengers to inform the village of the accomplishments they were about to undertake. So the war was provoked and the leader not accepting this as enough he set to destroying the unpleasant visions in nightmares and the monsters under the bed that the townspeople feared so much. Many soldiers were sent to do this bidding elsewhere in the world. The messengers that returned came with wonderful news there were captives and victories with so few deceased that the town celebrated. They danced and hugged and waited for their husbands and sons and brothers to return. Many years later no men returned. The leader was to blame so they turned to him and asked where were their families? So he told them the truth…
A uprising in their nightmares and monsters had killed all of the men, and the enemy fought back…
…All Were Slain. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2004|10:30 pm] |
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Dream Gently |
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[Jan. 29th, 2004|09:05 am] |
in my head- confusion reigns!'
well i had a wonderful day and then my parents came home. i dont think its their fault but yea....gahh and i was doing soo much better!
ive had some fantastiK times with ( im not going to pretend anyone else reads this) you! well once again im exhausted and im headding to follow the directions on the shampoo bottel
dream gently |
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[Jan. 19th, 2004|09:45 am] |
jeremy you make this worth it. welll see the reason why i dont go on here (often) is because it took ten minutes just to get logged in as in "welcome nothing_eternal would you...bla bla bla" yes and this excessive waiting and woops, nope "try again later" eight ball crap just doesnt go well with me.
well turns out my mother was being unreasonable..who'd have thought. and i get the car but i dont really go anyplace anyway, yea so! you and me borders- sometime in the not too distant future yes? because i tried reading five books i have alreay read and i got two words in and lost intrest. i finished fight club and i dont know what to think of it i think i rushed it and didnt let it sink in enough because it stopped connecting to any sort of thought in my brain. but it was a good book?
yes so i am tired and cranky and the constant orders filtering into the room are getting to me sooooo i am headding out, in , well over...more away than anything...yea.
vagueistics- the studdy of things kindof not entirely like that. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2004|09:30 am] |
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jeremy you make this worth it. welll see the reason why i dont go on here (often) is because it took ten minutes just to get logged in as in "welcome nothing_eternal would you...bla bla bla" yes and this excessive waiting and woops, nope "try again later" eight ball crap just doesnt go well with me.
well turns out my mother was being unreasonable..who'd have thought. and i get the car but i dont really go anyplace anyway, yea so! you and me borders- sometime in the not too distant future yes? because i tried reading five books i have alreay read and i got two words in and lost intrest. i finished fight club and i dont know what to think of it i think i rushed it and didnt let it sink in enough because it stopped connecting to any sort of thought in my brain. but it was a good book?
yes so i am tired and cranky and the constant orders filtering into the room are getting to me sooooo i am headding out, in , well over...more away than anything...yea.
vagueistics- the studdy of things kindof not entirely like that. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2004|11:11 am] |
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lost the car for another month- someone make it easier on me and shoot me first, heres the cycle i screw up i get punished i feel less worthy to leave the house the house tourments me untill i can leave again then i screw up lets all yell at lauren come on everyone together! fuck you rachel fuck you mother fuck you father AND FUCK YOU WORLD. im tired and i wnt to sleep and wake up someplace else i want someone to take me and hold me tell me what to do because i have no fucking clue. everything feels so far away..
suffocation |
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[Jan. 12th, 2004|02:03 pm] |
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this computer isnt working and i most likely wont post later. umm call me if youd like but i hate LJ because its so difficult and moody |
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[Dec. 9th, 2003|10:22 am] |
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did you miss me!?!?!? doubt it. things.. well... bahhh |
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[Nov. 17th, 2003|01:51 pm] |
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everything is happening and too damn fast!! i need a skateboard or rolerblades then ill grab onto some passing life and ill catch up. hungerrrr i could go for some eggnog squee!! isnt that the nost disgusting word look at it EGGNOG its all naisily and.... ugh. well im going to go meet Jessi and move the trunk..yes trunk...no not of a car the lind you store things in....NO NOT ON A CAR!! ^_^ |
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| while browsing the net |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|09:08 am] |
i am not currently available right now due to extreme mental illness n acute depression. however, if u would like to be transfered to another correspondent who is not quite as disturbed, please press the number that best fits your personality: -if u are obsessive compulsive, pls press "1" repeadly. -if u are codependant, pls ask someone to press "2". -if u have multiple personalities, pls press "3", "4", n "5". -if u are paranoid delusional, we know who u are n what u want. Just stay on the line so we can trace ur call. -if u are schizophrenic, listen carefully n the little voices in ur head will tell u which number to press. -if u are manic depressive, it doesn't matter what number u press, no one will answer.
Daisy blum
-"What are you smoking?"
-"I haven't decided yet."
Daisy blum
I have a story for you: Once upon a time in the glorified regions of southern Spain, where no man should live... there lived a man.
Daisy blum
I excell at stringing together delicate and eloquent words that sound pretty, but mean nothing. I think I excell at indecision, but I'm not sure. And I'm one of the best procrastinators around. And I probably excell at some good things too.
Daisy blum
"Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever." - Napoleon
"Ending a sentence with a preposition is something up with which I will not put." - Winston Churchill
these quotes got me in so much shit |
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